I create my paradise.
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for fuck’s sake, i turn on the tv and i hear one on those songs that make me feel aweful about myself

yeah, bring it on, it’s not like i feel like dying right now anyways, yup

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my ex boyfriend: “i’ve had a lot of nice moments with you, but what you did to me… if this is the price for being happy as much as i was, i’m praying for not being happy ever again. i can’t even look at you, i hardly can do that, but i have to. i have to look at you because i love you.”

this is just so heartbreaking

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i just broke up with my boyfriend, and i feel like shit. i care about him so much but i just don’t feel like being with him anymore, i don’t know..

i feel awful, i could just kill myself, he loves me so much and i’m such an asshole

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lol i just watched teletubbies

so many emotions and memories of my childhood, it was awesome to be honest

though they seem high as fuck

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my boyfriend’s sister find out that her brother has a girlfriend and she was like “my brother has a girlfriend, my brother has a girlfriend” all the time. then she saw pictures of us and know she’s like “my brother has a pretty girlfriend, my brother has a pretty girlfriend”

she’s so cute oh my god

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“i keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go..”

gosh, this brings me so many emotions.. fuck.

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i love it when my dad wonders about something he doesn’t know and then i start to explain it, and he keeps asking subquestions, and i just answer every one of them because i know everything about that. like for example, today while we were driving home from my aunt’s he was looking at the mountains and said “i wonder how come they look like this, i mean, they’re not flat, they all have different shapes, i wonder how they became like this” and i just knew everything about that because few weeks ago i learnt that all at school. i love being smart and knowing these stuff.


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sometimes i think i’m making a mistake and that i could do better than this..

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today is such a good day

i’m feeling amazing woooo

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it’s snowing, again, wtf

just stop this please, 1 meter of snow is already too much 

i want spring, and then summer, please please please :-(